2014/01/24
2013/12/28
A reason to survive :)
4:16 a.m in the morning. Waking up after hours slept cause of stomachache I've suffered last night which is killin' cause I'm about to have my final exam like.......tomorrow ._.
Well gonna tell you something great ever happened in my life and I won't forget it for sure. 26 Desember 2013 :)
Ya jadi sekarang domisili di Malang karena tuntutan kuliah dan jadwal tes TOEIC yang tiba tiba banget, mengharuskan buat balik dari 'minggu tenang' (apanya yg tenang, orang kepikiran UAS -_- jadi jangan pernah percaya ada minggu tenang) di Solo. Ya saya balik pakai kereta dan itu rame banget, berhubung tanggal tanggal libur ya karena berangkat 25 Desember malamnya. I have this best mates in every condition and situation, ga lah gamau bilang pacar, terlalu mainstream, and he's more than just a boyfriend, he's every song I ever need. Jadi dia bilang dia mau ke Malang tanggal 26 Desember itu, yang bakal nyampe sore. Okelah, dia dateng sebentar cuma buat nyapa mungkin udah bisa bikin seneng banget ya :)
Waktu kedatangan di Malang pukul 05:40 pagi. Sambil narik koper keluar dari stasiun yang rame banget itu buat nyari taksi buat balik ke kosan. Sekeluarnya dari stasiun, pas lagi nyarinyari taksi, tiba tiba ada cowo tinggi kepalanya botak pakai training warna biru lewat pas didepan saya, sambil ketawa ketawa dia bilang "Mbak, mau kemana?". Spontan noleh dan there I am, frozen. Antara percaya ngga percaya kalau itu doi, berdiri terus ambil alih koper di tangan senyam senyun cengengesan seneng liat saya bingung. Saking kagetnya, saya cuma bisa bilang "Kamu ngapain disini?" Dia makin ketawa terus ngajak saya buat beranjak dari situ.
"Aku bawa motor nih, ngga apa apa ya" mau kamu bawa motor, bawa becak, bawa truk, bawa sepeda, bawa odong-odong juga ngga apa apa ;;) *blushing*
Sesampainya di motor, waktu saya lagi naikin barang, yang ngebelakangin posisinya dia, tiba tiba dia nyodorin sebuket kecil bunga mawar merah sama putih. Kekagetan bertambah satu. Ya Tuhan untung saya masih normal, kalo punya riwayat sakit jantung, bisa bisa pingsan di tempat.
"Nih buat kamu ni. Tinggal satu kemarin pas aku beli. Untung aja masih ada" kalimat itu sukses banget bikin saya cuma bisa cengengesan bahagia.
Akhirnya kita kembali ke kosan buat drop barang-barang biar motor doi ngga penuh. Sehabis itu, kita nyari sarapan, gak susah sih karena masih pagi banget, jam 6 yang notabene masih pada tutup dan jalanan masih sepi, akhirnya kita muter muter di jalan Soekarno Hatta, makan pecel disana.
"Mau kemana habis ini?"
"Terserah kamu tuan rumahnya, aku ikut aja"
Saya aja buta Malang, gimana -_-
Akhirnya tercetus ide buat lomba renang. Habis sarapan, mampir sebentar ke alun alun buat nyari informasi dimana kolam renang yang bisa dipakai di daerah Malang ini, berhubung saya buta Malang kan ya. Dan pilihan jatuh di Permata Jingga. Sesampainya disana, setelah hampir nyasar, itu kolam isinya bapak ibu sama anaknya sama kakek nenek, family pool gitu ceritanya, dan entah kenapa kita sepikiran, "jangan jangan kita dikira pasangan muda baru nikah" oh may gat ._. Ya setelah 1 jam renang, kita mutusin buat makan karena laper, destinasinya McDonald. Setelah itu baru akhirnya kita balik ke kosan, ngobrok ngobrol di bangku depan sampai jam 3 sore, terpaksa balik karena nanti malamnya mau makan.
Malamnya jam 7, doi sampai di kosan dianter temennya. Ternyata dia belom mesen taksi -_- alhasil harus nelfon taksi dulu dan nunggunya lumayan lama. Setelah taksinya datang, kita langsung minta arahan ke Café Bunga Bali, dan seaampainya disana, ternyata rame banget, iyasih masih post Natalan ya. Untung aja masih dapet tempat duduk. Dan gara gara sama sama kenyang, jadilan cuma mesen satu menu (FYI, Café Bunga Bali salah satu tempat reccommended di Malang buat yang mau family dinner atau dinner bareng siapalah pokoknya dinner :P Menunya kisaran pasta, steak dan teman-temannya).
Setelah selesai makan, kita mutusin buat ngobrol ngobrol aja sambil jalan dari kampus ke kosan, berhubung kos saya letaknya di belakang kampus, pas gerbang belakang. We walk, we talk, we chat. Muterin kampus sampai akhirnya sampai di kosan dan duduk nungguin dia dijemput di bangku depan tadi. Tapi jam berkunjung udah lewat, pagar kos keburu dikunci sama bapak kosnya, jadi ngga bisa nemenin doi sampe dijemput. Sosorry:(
Tapi pengen rasanya berhentiin waktu satu hari itu. Ga cukup kalau dikasih satu hari buat ngobrol setelah satu bulan komunikasi cuma 2 kali telepon yang dalam hitungan menit. Iya, dia orang yang emang kalau lagi studi ngga bisa megang HP seenaknya. Jadi harus saya yang sabar sabar nunggu buat dihubungin, walaupun seringnya berharap ya hehe. Saya juga bingung kenapa bisa saya masih mutusin buat survive sama dia. Entah kenapa padahal jarak udah jelas ada di depan, halangannya pun ngga kalah banyak. Dan habis ini, dia bakal cuti 6 bulan lagi, harus buru buru nyetok sabar segunung ya :) Tapi semua rasa kesel ketika tau ada orang yang bisa dihubungin sama pacarnya tapi saya engga, rasa kesel nggabisa cerita waktu bener bener butuh teman sharing, dan rasa rasa kesel lainnya hilang begitu aja waktu denger suaranya doi di telepon biar cuma 48 detik. Hilang waktu didatengin dan diajakin ngobrol walaupun ngga penting. Hilang waktu dia bilang kalau dia pasti bakal ngehubungin kalau dia bisa. Walaupun siapa sih yang ga ragu, yang ga takut kalau nunggu tanpa dapat kabar? The same thing goes to me. Entah apa yang saya tunggu, entah bakal sampai dimana saya nanti. Tapi selalu kalah sewaktu dia berusaha ngeyakinin saya dengan segala apa yang dia bisa dan dia punya. Partner saya bukan cowo romantis yang ada di novel novel cinta jaman sekarang, dia juga bukan orang yang loyal suka beliin macem macem barang. Tapi partner saya itu orang yang selalu bisa bikin saya nyaman dan bahkan grogi kalau saya duduk disebelah dia atau kalau saya ngobrol sama dia. Partner saya itu orang yang sampai sejauh ini ngga banyak ngasih janji, tapi ngasih bukti. Dia yang bisa membuat jarak itu ngga ada, dia yang membuat saya bisa tetap sabar menunggu di waiting line. Dia yang membuat saya girang cuma ketika suaranya terdengar di seberang sana. Lantas, apalagi yang harus dikhawatirkan?
2013/08/31
Ouch
Got an accident on Thursday, so I rode motorcycle with my friend, knew that it's my first time used an automatic machine of motorcycle, both of us newly learnt to drive motorcycle anyway, then I weren't good enough at making a turn around then the motorcycle crashed to the wall. Poor me, dude ._. The next day I asked her to brought me to the hospital then took an x-ray shoot on my left foot, thanks God it wasn't a fracture. Then wound on my foot had to be sewn. Glek. And yea can't walk normally till now, anyway it's 5 days more before university life start ._.
2013/08/12
Mirror
Anyway Happy Eid Mubarak people :) Holiday's almost over, school gonna start soon, not ready yet :/ Tugastugas ospek belom kelar, dooooh -____-"
And to you, Happy Eid Mubarak :) Sending you message but sure that you won't read it now :) Wish you tons of luck, hopefully 3 months won't be too long :)
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me
I can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
Mirror - Justin Timberlake
(Yes, 'cause you're my mirror :>)
And to you, Happy Eid Mubarak :) Sending you message but sure that you won't read it now :) Wish you tons of luck, hopefully 3 months won't be too long :)
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me
I can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
Mirror - Justin Timberlake
(Yes, 'cause you're my mirror :>)
2013/07/30
A pinky swear
It's 0:10 a.m, just had a rough talk with parents. University linked with its fee never been this fking hard. Why God give me a choice? Please ._. No, i am feel so so bless cause not all the people may get what i have just now. Both are good. Berry good i can tell you so. Berry good enough to tear me apart also ._.
And yea to you, my best friend, perfect lover, sweetest enemy, best partner in crime, reliable sharing buddy, adorable motivator, wise advisor, (and hopefully a lifetime mate haha kidding) please be good, be nice, be the best :) I know you are good enough to prove who you are, you may get and deserve the BEST :) Believe in me? You have to bring the best out of you cause I'll be watching and supporting for all the things that you do and plan to do :) cause bestfriend comes through thick and thin right? I'll always have my hand open and head headed up pray to God for our good. Cause we're a team that's what really matters :)
No matter how many miles we've got to count from the soil that I stepped on to yours, no matter how many numbers will prove its far, I'll forever be by your side :) Seems impossible but all you got to do is just believe in you, in your heart that I will surely do what I promise to you :) I'm a keeper so don't you ever worry.
Maybe now we come through a way which is harsh, facing our hard time, but sure there'll be a day when we both smile without worrying any miles any separation any distance any harsh things even laugh to it. In that day things turn awesome just because we were once through push and pull. Like someone said "No great love ever comes without a great struggle" :)
You and I are still be able to make up and turns our dreams to reality, we know we do :) We are the best and get blessed, we knew it. So let's turn a new chapter with me, hold it tight. Make me sure that you'll always by my side no matter how hard the storm will comes by and be the obstacle.
(Hopefully)I'll be coming to your Wisuda Jurit on November. Wanna hear your name being called on that podium. I want to see you look very nice in the 'Blue' or 'Brown' and not bald, of course (cause I can't stop laughing hahaha) and take a picture with you. And also you owe me a promise, better not to forget haha.
"No matter where you go, I won't be very far, cause in my heart I'll be right there where you are. Cause love has no distance baby, no. Love has no distance baby, no. Not when it comes to you and me." Salam jari kelingking :)
N.b : Rifda and Meutia are waiting for your skype :D
Sincerely yours,
:)
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