We're having our start in the minor

Hello sun-day,

How have you been? Amazing? Hope it'll be.

Me? Pretty amazing. Well, not that amazing actually. Just hoping.

I ought to have my driving lesson today with my mom, but yeaaa in fact that my sister gonna has her final tests tomorrow, so it may be postponed or something. Terrible -_-

I don't know what to post anyway, really. Got any idea? Oh okay I'll try looklet again. And maybe it works already. I mean, not LAME anymore. It always be like that. Lacking -_- Or should I try polyvore? Hope it's not as lame as looklet.

Okay hey I'm back! With polyvores for sure. Si I've made 2 fashion design. Who doesn't into fashion? Raise your hand! No one? Good. So here are my polyvores. Check 'em

Yes only 2. I'm not really in the zone to designing something. Aaaaaaand looklet still lacking anyway -_- Is that just my ID or t5he internet? Or should I made another account of looklet? Well let's see about it tomorrow. Hope it won't be lacking anymore. Chao

What's on the street now baby?

Hello sat-ur-day,

How have you been? All good? Hope so

So I spent my saturday by tuitioning my lil' sist for her upcoming final tests in her school and sync my iTouch. What a great sister I am -_- HaHa. I should be go out with my first sist toda, but yeaa my mom asked me to gave my lil' sist tuition. What a day -_-

And hey, actually I already planned to take some shoots with my first sist. But still, got no time -_- hellashitta. Spell it out -_- So I'm about to post some looks that I heart the most on lookbook. And the looks that I'm gonna make from looklet. So here we go sat-ur-day!

Okay looklet was being sooooooo lame. Just leave it -_- And I'm so in love with that tutu, ripped legging and leopard tights!!! Awwwwwwesome!!!

Curled up in the ball with something Hanes

Hell-O loves,

Gawd it's almost June aite? We're almost in the middle of the year 2010. Seriously, how fast time goes. And I'm almost a senior hi school student. Ha-ha. I thought I was only in the freshman year in the secondary school. But now, I'm almost in the freshman year of senior hi school! Seriously, this just so damn faster than you ever think before. 3 years never been too long. It's just same as you blink your eyes, and BAM! You're a senior hi school student with that white-gray uniform that you'll wear. And I'm about to wear it. Ha-ha soooooo fast

So, I'm still waiting for the next announcement from my candidate schools. I hope I passed it all. God, amen.

Oh okay so I still got no planning for my holiday. Some plans to spend my holiday usefully. There's no plans. Pathetic huh? Soooo damn pathetic I guess. Actually I'm thinking about continue my violin lesson. But still I got no time to search about the courses of it. I fckin want my violin lesson to start agaiiiin!! Or else gimme guitar lesson! Anything about music will do. So when I got nothing to do, I took these pictures. Gahahahah sooo fugly maan

And oyeah, I've polished my nails this with.........

Cute red nail polisher! Uh-oh I always crazy about nail polishing. Esp RED. It looks so stunning somehow if you use it. Agree? Agree?

I'm breaking.....down

Morning loves, hello tuesday

Hey, I'm about to ask you guys something. If someone broke your heart, and you like, ummm hurt so badly, and you have to tell that person about that, but you just can't, what will you do? Cause I just felt that way and got no idea about what to do. Seriously, pathetic.

I was messing around these days. Problems all around. And I still couldn't find the way how to solve 'em all. How? HOW?! Sheez. This is suck. These people are suck.

I've been breaking down. I keep thinking about what do people feel, even tho' they NEVER think or even care about mine. Damn pathetic. Yes me. So how to make it STOP?!

Seriously, I wanna talk over about this with that person. But, I just.....can't. Why? Don't ask me why. I don't know why. And never know why. I got no bravery to tell it. Even tho' I know that person so well. Well, not that well I guess. But pretty well.

But now I'm in my way to make such a space between me and you. I need my own space to think, to breathe, to calm myself down. I know if it does really work or not. But I hope so. Cause it won't be that easy. Ain't easy.

I'm terrible, miserable, broken and of course pathetic. So what's next?

I'm a complete disaster!

Hello loves,

Hey I got a greatgreat news! Guess what? I did it!!! I graduate!! Yes I am!! Finally, I've been finishing the 3 years studying in the junior high school. I am soooooooo damn EXCITED!!! The most tense moment ever was when teacher gave me and my friends the envelope, and my heart beated faster than before until i was hardly breathe. Seriously, I was. And when I opened the envelope, I found a white paper with "Congratulation Nada, you're passing the exam" OMG OMG OMG in sudden me and my friends were shouting each other that we've PASSED THE MOCKING NATIONAL EXAMS!! YES WE WERE!! Damn. I'm damn excited

And today, I was having my test in my town for getting into a high school. The tests were going so good. I barely answers all the questions with 100% self-confidence. Seriouly, I was. And then, after the tests, me and my bests, good friends when were in elementary, were gathering all around, and then we planned to off to my house. Damn fun! I had a greatgreat time with all my bests!! We were sharing stories and then laughed at them. We were eating ice creams, drunk tea, adn shared stories again. OMG it was definitely F-U-N! It's been a looong looooong time since we were not gathered around together again. And it was the time when we realized that we've missed each other soooo damn much. Smooch you all my girls :* I wish I'm in the same high school with them. I wish.

And tomorrow, I'm going to hang out with them!!! Excited!! Great day huh? Yea, my bests could make me forgot all the problems I had with someone. Seriously Nad, forgot it.

Alright loves, see you in the next post. XO my bests :*