2010/02/11

You can't mend a broken heart

Hello sweets,
Gah, I miss blogging already, long time no post, I've been too busy on studying with loads of books, UN is getting close and closer and closer each day. And now it may be around 1 month to go. WHAT A HELL! I AIN'T READY YET! OH MY SWEETHEART BROWNIES PLEASE! >:O
Enough for pretending-that-I'm-shocked-even-that's-so-true
Awwrite, umm yeah, i feel lil bit shame to typed these words. Well, ummm, I don't know, I'm not sure. But, don't be surprise when I'm telling you about this.
I guess, ummm yeah, I'm in l-o-v-e. Woohooo calm down calm down sweets, it's usual aite? Of course he's a guy. A nice one. According to me. But, yeah, I'm not sure about what I feel. Sometimes it can be veruy very (Y), sometimes it can be yeah whatsoever.
I'm a fool when I'm in love. FYI. LOVE just another words I never learn to pronounce. You know, this kinda feeling never I felt since the last 3 years, or more. I'm afraid because of this love I could be tear apart. I'm afraid for being in love. Totally. Afraid
So, if this is love, please don't break me :"(
what? Who is this guy? Naah, I won't telling you about it. It's a secret. My secret. Nobody knows. Even my sister, even my closest friend. It's kind of very very personal. I ain't gonna share it with public. A big sorry :)
Oh and yeah I've been read about the terrible news, very very very terrible one, Alexander McQueen is dead because of committed suicide. Oh my sweetheart brownies! I just can't believe what I read. This is just too............shocking, too impossible to be true.
Dear Alexander, you're one of precious people in the fashion. A really really precious thing. Fashion won't be the same withpout you, your design, your existence. It won't be the same, bet me. His designed always amesome. More than just awesome! I love every clothes, every designed that he made. He's always one step ahead in the process of created a new mode to be followed by universe. Oh my sweetheart brownies, still, till now, I can't believe that Alexander McQueen is no longer live in this world, he leaves us, for the best, it must be.


And here some of what McQueen's did for fashion :