Curled up in the ball with something Hanes

Hell-O loves,

Gawd it's almost June aite? We're almost in the middle of the year 2010. Seriously, how fast time goes. And I'm almost a senior hi school student. Ha-ha. I thought I was only in the freshman year in the secondary school. But now, I'm almost in the freshman year of senior hi school! Seriously, this just so damn faster than you ever think before. 3 years never been too long. It's just same as you blink your eyes, and BAM! You're a senior hi school student with that white-gray uniform that you'll wear. And I'm about to wear it. Ha-ha soooooo fast

So, I'm still waiting for the next announcement from my candidate schools. I hope I passed it all. God, amen.

Oh okay so I still got no planning for my holiday. Some plans to spend my holiday usefully. There's no plans. Pathetic huh? Soooo damn pathetic I guess. Actually I'm thinking about continue my violin lesson. But still I got no time to search about the courses of it. I fckin want my violin lesson to start agaiiiin!! Or else gimme guitar lesson! Anything about music will do. So when I got nothing to do, I took these pictures. Gahahahah sooo fugly maan

And oyeah, I've polished my nails this with.........

Cute red nail polisher! Uh-oh I always crazy about nail polishing. Esp RED. It looks so stunning somehow if you use it. Agree? Agree?

I'm breaking.....down

Morning loves, hello tuesday

Hey, I'm about to ask you guys something. If someone broke your heart, and you like, ummm hurt so badly, and you have to tell that person about that, but you just can't, what will you do? Cause I just felt that way and got no idea about what to do. Seriously, pathetic.

I was messing around these days. Problems all around. And I still couldn't find the way how to solve 'em all. How? HOW?! Sheez. This is suck. These people are suck.

I've been breaking down. I keep thinking about what do people feel, even tho' they NEVER think or even care about mine. Damn pathetic. Yes me. So how to make it STOP?!

Seriously, I wanna talk over about this with that person. But, I just.....can't. Why? Don't ask me why. I don't know why. And never know why. I got no bravery to tell it. Even tho' I know that person so well. Well, not that well I guess. But pretty well.

But now I'm in my way to make such a space between me and you. I need my own space to think, to breathe, to calm myself down. I know if it does really work or not. But I hope so. Cause it won't be that easy. Ain't easy.

I'm terrible, miserable, broken and of course pathetic. So what's next?

I'm a complete disaster!

Hello loves,

Hey I got a greatgreat news! Guess what? I did it!!! I graduate!! Yes I am!! Finally, I've been finishing the 3 years studying in the junior high school. I am soooooooo damn EXCITED!!! The most tense moment ever was when teacher gave me and my friends the envelope, and my heart beated faster than before until i was hardly breathe. Seriously, I was. And when I opened the envelope, I found a white paper with "Congratulation Nada, you're passing the exam" OMG OMG OMG in sudden me and my friends were shouting each other that we've PASSED THE MOCKING NATIONAL EXAMS!! YES WE WERE!! Damn. I'm damn excited

And today, I was having my test in my town for getting into a high school. The tests were going so good. I barely answers all the questions with 100% self-confidence. Seriouly, I was. And then, after the tests, me and my bests, good friends when were in elementary, were gathering all around, and then we planned to off to my house. Damn fun! I had a greatgreat time with all my bests!! We were sharing stories and then laughed at them. We were eating ice creams, drunk tea, adn shared stories again. OMG it was definitely F-U-N! It's been a looong looooong time since we were not gathered around together again. And it was the time when we realized that we've missed each other soooo damn much. Smooch you all my girls :* I wish I'm in the same high school with them. I wish.

And tomorrow, I'm going to hang out with them!!! Excited!! Great day huh? Yea, my bests could make me forgot all the problems I had with someone. Seriously Nad, forgot it.

Alright loves, see you in the next post. XO my bests :*

Not all sweets are sweet

Hello loves, loooooooong time no post! I've been neglecting this blog of mine. Cause I was facing the mocking national exams and others, so I have no time to post something here, I'd preferred tumblr for simpler. But now I'm having my holidays so I have lotsa spare time to spend! And to woke my blog up again. Yea yea yea

So what's good to start? Got any idea? Me? I don't have one. Oh yes oh yes, how about GLEE? You guys are crazy about 'em? ME MORE!!! Yea GLEE is damn amazing!! Effin' cool!! I love all the covers they made. I love Rachel Berry's (Lea Michele) voice, Mercedes' also. My favourite song? Don't Rain On My Parade! Dang they're amazing when they sang this! I was amazed! Seriously, no finger crossed.

Talking about favourite character, who's yours in GLEE? Mine is, of course the perfect pretty cheerleader, Diana Agron as Quinn Fabray. Don't you see that she's damn pretty? I admit it, she just sooooooo pretty. What? Rachel? Yes she does pretty also, but not as pretty as Quinn. And i think Rachel's too obsessed with fame, authority and......boys. Dang.

(Dianna Agron a.k.a Quinn Fabray)

(Lea Michele a.k.aRachel Berry)

See? Quinn Fabray is way prettier than Rachel Berry!

(Glee girls)

GLEE!

Well that's all pretty sufficient for a new post on this month. Gonna post something here later on, till I find a perfect time to spend. FYI, I'm gonna join the tests for get into a highschool this 5-6 May. Wish me a great great luck guys, wish me pass! And yea wish me having a great result on my national exams' NEM. Lotsa thanks loves! XO