i love the way math kills me into love :D

well heem hello sugarbells, whatcha doin?

I'm great. Not soaking. Nope. Not yet maybe. Anyway I almost finished my mid term tests. Whoa! How cool life is! So there'll be 5 days left for the mid term tests. And I already did the mid term tests which already passed at my greatest effort ever. Swear, i never been this kind of too hyper to study. Never ever happened before. And this is the end of that 'never ever happened before' words! Huahahahaha :DD

Asking why? Hmm, so my dad was promising me about bought me a thing which I wanted badly if I could score excellently in md term tests. So that was the reason why I'm turning out into a no me person. Understand already? You should've sugarbells...

Aaand, I've got a new BOYFRIEND from this mid term tests thingy. Whuahahahahahahaha. Believe me or not? I'm not faking this one. Because i do really really really love him from the bottom of my heart! :DD He's Mathematics! Yep! Don't shock! Guess that my mind is insane already until i could love mathematics until that bad. Gawd

Better i stopped talking useless here and sugarbells wish me luck until the last of mid term tests, and wish me another luck for having that thing!

XOXO sugarbells,

MATHEMATICS, I LOVE YOUUUUH!

Feel the rain touches your skin, you'll be in your very peaceful moment :)

Hello sugarbells,

So I'm really missed the rain so much, more than I did before. Well I found up that these days were always cloudy in the noon, but it was just another cloudy cloud, its not produce any rain, that I have been expected, always. So god, please let your rain poured with me, cause it's the only to bring myself into the relaxing yet peaceful moment ever. Hmm yeah. Too much problems (I meant school problems with lessons one) which fulfill my mind everyday, I'm really fed up because of it! I'm gonna exploding, SOON ENOUGH! Ohh, please just relax. I'm getting more stress with the days when I'm keep getting near to the scariest ghost ever whom ever appear in this world, called UJIAN NASIONAL. Really can't escape from this one. My parents also persisted me to swear much in studying more and more in UN lessons so that I'll scoring gorgeusly for my UN. Oh god, where's your mercy anyway? I'm in such in the bottom of the desperation, so please get me outta here! Those stuffs pissed me off, for sure. Really... *finger crossed*

Also about my midtest. Oh, how KIND my school is?! Too kind! We're gonna have our midtest in 19-29 or 28 October. So, let's count from today, its about, 5 DAYS TO GO, sugarbells! OHMIUGOD OHMIGOD OHMIGOD OHMIGOD OHMIGOD OHMIGOD OHMIGOD!!!!!!!!! I'm sooooooooo stressed out dear sugarbells!!! God, really, I never believe I'll be this kinda stress, or never imagine I'll be in this such a shitta situation which I never ever wanna imagine before! Oh god >,<

And, my greatest medicine ever for this kinda case, ONLY, the pouring rain, SUSHI, and cappuccino. Yep! Its only three of 'em which can make me feel even greater than before. Oh god, I'm totally craving for 'em DAMNMUCH!

Enough until here. Gotta post something greater than this shitta after my midtest thingy. Oh sugarbells, really need your goodluck wishes for me to pass my midtest. So, support me! ^_^

So, neither love rain ma sugarbells? Believe me, when it touches your skin, you'll be relax along the fell down of the rain, it drives you into your relaxness condition. Me love it!

Nighty night, XO

Life wouldn't be easy, so just take it easy

Hello Bells! Happy sunday morning anyway! I've got a few things to tell you:

• I feel something different about these days. Strange. Really don't know what. Sometimes my heart feels like it just too unarranged well. Everything inside it just messed up everywehere. Spreading. And it's freaking me out. I could feel so worry about a thing in minutes, but the following minutes, an okay feeling comes to me. So what's that actually bells? Ah, I need to know. I also need some space for my own to feel okay. Yup, OKAY. I don't want get any attention distracted by things or anyone else whom annoyed, disturbed or blablabla. I NEED MY TIME JUST TO FEEL OKAY
• And does the UN thingy getting near to me! I'm not even prepare any great things to prevent me from a red score! Fkvc. Any preparation, bells? Or just things to get me from the stressed-you-out-zone? If you own, just gimme, I want it so bad!
• The Black and White Symphonian. My blog title for now. Asking why? Hmm, actually I just love it, dunno why. I think that title would suits me, and I guess it is. The Black and White Symphonian. Keep mention for that :]
• FILM! Yep! I'm such a movies maniac! Huahaha :D. So these are the films that I've been waiting for, but still doesn't appear here, in my city

'500 DAYS OF SUMMER'

Directed by: Marc Webb

Starring: Zooey Deschanel, Gordon Levitt

'THE FINAL DESTINATION'

Directed by: David R. Ellis

Starring: Shantel VanSanten, Bobby Campo, Hayley Webb, Nick Zano, Krista Allen

'SORORITY ROW'

Directed by: Stewart Hendler

Starring: Audrina Patridge, Rumer Willis, Briana Eviga, Jamie Chung, Margo Harashman

• And I also already watched such a great movie, according to me. Yep, Surrogates. I'm so in love with Bruce Willis acting here! Totally superb!

• The last thing is I got an art assignment to draw a girl face from the left or right side. So this is the result of my eaaaaaw picture. Horrible isn't it? Actually I'm not good at drawing. And I hate its lip. Totally ugly! Horrible at all!

Véale otra vez bells!

there's no TGIF, no more T.T

holahela! feels like I'd been disappear since the holidays thingy. Not enjoying my holiday actually. This is the worst holiday ever. Why? I think you know why. I have no mood to mention that thing here. Enough for holiday-hurt-feeling. Now, let's move on blogbee! Holiday is over already! Yea, officially over! Even though i never ever wanna admit it cause truth is suck.

Let's talk about now. I'm secondary 3, the UN is pretty near. PRETTY NEAR! GOSH! No, no. no. I'm not even ready for that. I have no great preparation for the UN. Why UN always scared almost all of the secondary 3 students rather than makes us feel, emm, feel what? feel great because of its existence? If its true, I wouldn't be the one of 'em. I'm not that hyper for examination thingy, better have a hatred for it, than LOVE it. Sounds worst. Even worst than not having some money for about 2 years.

Finish for UN (cause if we keep talk about it, I bet I'll get scared all the time and can't think about the other great things, only UN, how terrible is that?) now we're talking about my newest addiction. Hmm, we've got our OLIVIA PALERMO here beybeh!!!

Cute isn't she? Of course yes! You have to say, YES! Oh god, how could you create such a pretty yet beautiful yet gorgeous and truly perfect just like OLIVIA PALERMO??!!! Another over addicted to someone or something will made me become this hyper yet maniac :O. But just admit the cuteness, gorgeusness, beautifulness, prettiness until the PERFECTNESS that she has inside of her. Totally PERFECT.

Now, what's next hey blogbees? Hmm, oh god almost forgot this important thing! Happy Batik Day today! Do you guys know about our Batik Day? I bet you guys already know that one, or not? No biggie. Me also knew this one just these earlier days. So the UNESCO already claims that batik is ours hey indonesian! So, are you wearing batik today? All of you? Great then, cause I'm missing this historic day with not using any batik thingy on my body. Hahaha. Cause my school not even asked us to use batik. They were not appreciate this one I guess. Or maybe they're just too busy with their unimportant bussiness thingy until they finally forgot this BATIK DAY. Give a big big applause for my school! -,-"

Done with the school-no-appreciation-for-batik-day, now let's continue to my NEW daily activities. FYI, now, I have to wake up at 5.OO A.M, then go to school at least at 06.30 A.M, after that me and the other secondary 3 students would have such a 'pemantapan pagi' every monday to friday at 7.00 A.M-7.50 A.M, then continued with school usually tiring activies until 5.OO P.M, then every tuesday-thursday-saturday I have a tuition at primagama 5.00 P.M-6.45 P.M, still not finished yet, cause on saturday my school also asked us for another 'pemantapan for UN subjects' 8.00 A.M-12.00 P.M. HOW BUSY AM I MA BLOGBEES? SEE MY PATHETIC SCHEDULE UP THERE? It'll made my stamina dropped soon enough I guess. Too tired for a students just like us. We're not robots, hey! So how's you daily activities for my secondary 3 blogbees? Just as pathetic as the way I have my schedules? Or not? Or even more than that?